i feel...

i feel...

I feel like I'm at such a good place in my life :) And for a few major reasons

1. I absolutely love being married to my best friend and feel so grateful every single day for him.

2. I'm so freaking excited/ never been so scared in my life for my new major change. Not knowing what the future brings scares the crap out of me, but also makes me so anxious to see what's to come.
The poem Invictus by William Henley keeps popping into my head. "I am the master of my fate. I am the captain of my soul."
For some reason, I've just now come to realize that I can do whatever in the world I want to do. My hard work and my effort alone are what is going to make me successful, no one else can do it for me. So, I'll take this sudden jump in the complete opposite of what I was ever thinking about doing, and never wonder what if. In the words of Tim Gunn, "Make it work!" hehe a little ProRu never hurt anyone :)

3. I feel productive. I really REALLY love feeling productive. I think it's because I never realized I was so lazy before haha. Even though I feel like I'm in such a hustle and bustle every day and go to bed feeling utterly exhausted every night (of the weekday. Weekends are a little different haha), I still enjoy it because I feel accomplished. I think this change has been brought on by getting married. I've always wanted to be that wife/ mom (one day!) that's always on top of things and has everything together. Even though I'm no where near being THAT on top of things, I just feel like I've been doing better at being organized and trying to be clean. I used to be much worse. I'll just be clear about that haha


I feel like this was a cheesy post. But it's just how I was feeling :) I love all of these new changes in my life. I don't like ever feeling like I'm stuck in a rut. I enjoy this feeling of every day is a new day and different than any other. I'll keep that thought around for a while :)



Enough of that serious stuff, here's a little list of things I'm la la loving right now

1. Moleskine stuff!


This has been a reason why I feel organized :) I have a calendar/ schedule one and just bought mini notebooks for my class notes/ to-do list making/ everything else I need. I am a forgetful person, so having a planner to tell me when something is due is kind of necessary for me. Idk how long I've lasted with out it! Also, I love my new littles that let me make endles lists/doodles :) They make me very happy.

2. Red hair on my favorite ladies

Isla Fisher


Jenny Lewis


Mary-Kate


3. Jo Totes

I absolutely love my new camera. It's just so pretty and big that throwing it in my purse without a case is definitely NOT an option. I would loveee if one of my purses had all of these little dividers. I love this idea. I'm not quite sure I would pay that much for that style, but It's still pretty :)